Today we're going to continue doing multiple readings with a single card...
5/pentacles...
- First read
Someone has tried so hard to break down barriers to be accepted into a social group, or a community organization. Why? Why are you doing this to yourself? In your stubborn effort to gain the acceptance and approval of a group of people, or an organization, who doesn't seem to approve of the "real you", you have not only demeaned yourself, you have negatively affected your self-confidence, your mental and physcial health, and your general overall well-being. You may have also inadvertantly been neglecting other people and responsiblities in your life, losing your sense of focus and priorities. Stop. Just please stop. Take a good look at yourself and the direction this has all taken you -- do you really want to be where you are now?
- Second read
Someone is trying so hard to keep up with, or to hang onto, someone who is dragging them down; dragging them down financially in such a way as to diminish and ruin their life on so many levels. Why? What sort of spell did this person cast on you to create such tunnel vision? Do they lie to you about money and finances? Do they take from you what doesn't belong to them? Do they give terrible advice and encourage you to make bad financial decisions? You know better. This individual you think you can't live without is actually one of the most destructive people you couldn've chosen to hook up with. And the really sad fact is that this individual doesn't care about the damage they're doing to you -- either financially, morally, mentally, or physcially. They are toxic. Disengage.
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